Feeding Addiction

Feeding Addiction

Well it seems that I’m running short on time

I don’t know why I’m dreading it

I use to live by separation

Now it seems like I’m being forced into another nation

A new language to learn, new people to avoid

And a whole lot of time to reflect on the life I destroyed

Seems like this stuff is doing more bad than good

Everyone knows I regret it and I would take it back if I could

But that can’t happen, take responsibility for what you are doing

But it seems that if all I do is good everyone is still booing

People threatening my life for taking their girlfriend

I’m scared that if my life is cut short that hell will be at the end

Because when I get drunk I get crazy, and when I’m crazy I get ill

And I don’t need a résumé for fighting, anyone will fit the bill

It’s nearing the Fourth of July and I’m hearing fire in the sky

The explosions have me gripping my handgun and I don’t even know why

But I’m trying to change my life, I’m trying to turn it around

And I’ll be damned if I’m the one left feeling ashamed and clowned

But that’s what I need to stay away from, that arrogant attitude

It seems that it’s an entirely different attitude that needs to be pursued

I’m trying my hardest, I even quit smoking weed

But now I drink like a fish, I just have something to feed

And the harder I try, the more things just seem to fall apart

I have an evil mind, but I got a lot of love in my heart

I am the yin and yang, I’m the perfect example

So come one and all, upon Kyle let’s trample

Born in Paducah, and then moved out to Murray

Then moved back to Paducah, and then out to Tennessee

Now I’m back in Paducah because of some charges that were pressed

Let’s just say in Tennessee I did less than my best