Situation

Situation

The outcome of the situation, the confusion and the pain

Opens doors and illuminates pathways for more mental strain

Left in the dark to long, sitting in a corner shaking

My mind is in shambles however my heart isn’t quaking

Maybe she was right, I don’t have the ability to care

Maybe it has to do with my inability to share

I know one thing; none of this is my fault

It was her choice to commence, and her choice to halt

I gave her my all and I can tell you why

Maybe deep down I knew it was all a lie

There are many different ways to explain this situation

On my end they all involve confusion and frustration

I care not if she leaves or if she is even to stay

Seeing that smile I could never tell her to go away

Writing these words I’m somewhat scared of myself

But this girl put me through so much she is a danger to my health

From this confusion comes stress, and from stress comes insanity

And when it all falls out, then comes an extreme calamity

I have gained much from this situation I must admit

I learned I keep playing even when the pieces don’t fit

No tears will be brought forth from this situation of mine

A little let down, but in time I will return to being fine

You can still catch me in my driveway thinking a little thought

And I might shed a little tear for the people’s souls being bought

She did pull the rug, and I guess she got what she wanted

And I know how it sits this situation cannot be confronted

I’m no giving up on being happy, and I’m not all too sad

And in all reality, I don’t have a logical reason to be mad

Maybe I’m wrong, and she still wants me around

However the way things are looking, it’s all uneven ground

Maybe I should call her and say hello at least

I’m just scared if I start talking, I’ll turn into a beast