5 Minutes of Blabber (5/12/03)

5 Minutes of Blabber

(5/12/03)

I’m falling down

To the ground

And I can already hear the sound

The earth is gonna quake

In hell I’m gonna bake

This felling isn’t fake

Don’t go and try to relate

No you cannot debate

My eyes will make you hesitate

And I will win

My past is sin

I can’t get the devil out from within

I’m trying to change

But it’s hard to rearrange

I feel empty and so strange

Some say it’s because of my dad

Some say I lost something I once had

Some say I was just born sad

Too many mistakes have left me numb

All these drugs have left me dumb

And I’m wondering where these tears come from

My mind is burning

My heart is yearning

And I’m blowing all the money I’m earning

I find myself in my front yard

Beating on the ground so damn hard

I swear from my anger I have no guard

I’m loosing my mind I just have to prove it

I gave up on doctors because they can’t soothe it

And my mental wall is huge and I can’t move it

I try my best

When put to the test

But I always fail unlike the rest

I need some peace

I want the pain to cease

But the agony always seems to increase